It's been a rather down week for the past few weeks for me. Never in my career have I ever had trouble finding work. I have put in over 15 applications. And I seem to get no answers, or I hear we are working on it. Something that looks promising turns into a week of back and forth phone calls, that seems to have gotten me no further than when I first began. I find myself wandering how this will all work. I have to keep reminding myself that God works for the good of those who love him. I know He has a plan for me.....but our fleshly patience begins to wear thin. I continue to praise Him in this storm and I know that He has never abandoned me nor forsaken me. I know that his plan is to prosper me, to give me a hope and a future. And that even when I don't see it He is working all around me. I see the stress of me not working is placing on my husband and his need to provide for his family and knowing that I can't lift this load. I keep laying it down at Jesus feet, but soon pick it back up again as fear and doubt creep back in. Lord help me. I do believe. I do trust that you will provide, help me to lay it at your feet and leave it there. I have no other choice. You Lord are my strong tower, even in these storms of life.
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Hear your words.....Hear HIS words!! Stay on His path, and leave the darn "garbage" in the trash!!! People are watching. No pressure, honey, but you are being used as an example for the masses around you! Cry out to Him....make the enemy retreat!!! Go back and read some of your past blogs....she really is amazing as are His words in and through you!!
Continue to use her God.....
I love you!! You are in my prayers!
You are right. Somedays hard to stand though. I got to work today, and get to work tomorrow night and wednesday night. God is so good.
I love you Toni
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